SAMMI PUT ME TO THE TEST AND I PASSED!!! lol i did a good job. tomorros friday yes! im goin to saaammsss housee and we r gooinn too piiggg ouuuutttt!

so what am i to do? hold back for her sake so she can correct her mistake?
if it was mean i wouldnt have done it. None of it.
i was jealous, so what so was she we can all see.
my fears left me in tears for him in the dim light it left for him and i. my own friend cannot end the mend in the jeans she tour so now her feelings pour all over his door that should now be locked but its not.
She shoud have recognized before it came to this cause now im the bitch, but whose to bore cause now im the school whore.
its all smiles, but bitch please, im now down on my knees beggin' for what? do i feel bad? hell no. i cant hold back what she should have cracked. people only see what they want it to be. i do whats on my mind, do you mind? cause it sure seems like it. we all have struggles but do u have to muggle and snuggle up to him for your troubles? be strong and then you will be found deep down.
~laura~
sammi's not my fall back and she will neva b cuz i have all the confidence i need to succeed. i can step do any boy and tell him my needs and how he shud please me. laura gets what she wants so if she wants him she will get him by herself.

she sits at my side to decide that im the mistake, to push in my face. Yet shes the mistake i should push it in her face.

jealousy is a policy u have to respect cause u cant disrespect the ones u love.

*relationships r continuously starting and ending but friendships r  4ever*  ~sami and laura~

biyas

well hmm today was great! lol so in the morning i have a special guest meet me at the front of my house lol letme say that again INFRONT OF HOUSE! because a lot of ppl think he went into to my house into my bedroom onto my bed lol BLAH  so anyways he was kinda late so i went to 7th ave. to jus meet him there but he wasnt there and iwas lookin down the block and i see this boy walkin and im like hmm marcin? so like i start speed walkin down my block and then i start to run cuz is ee that he is entering my building and all thats goin through my mind is "im not there lol" so then wen i reach my building he comes out and puts his hands straight up in the air lol! anyways so we walk to skool and guess what?! NOTHING happened! then at 3rd ave i  get a bagel and we see ryan and then we meet up with sammi and then BLAH. and then the funni part ryan and marcin r walkin ahead of me and sam and then i start goin "pissssss" and they dont look bak so i go "hey shortie with the hat" (i think i sed hat!) and then marcin turns lol and then i do it to ryan. lol it was funni! anyways we get to skool and i think i start to play QB for davids team and then im parched after the bagel so me and sam go to the deli and then imkinda late getting into skool, and then i get greeted by laura l "laauurraaa where wwere uuuu where werree u" and im like "where were u i got here b4 u" and she s like '"nooo i got here waayy b4 u" blah. LA was boring duh, but i like the way she greets me at the door saying "what happened to u" as if i look like i've jus been fucked or somethin lol, and then she says to the class " thats y 2  heads r better then one" so what goes through zogos head and my head" lol yo no se! math was boring gym was alright i actually participated! lol and during the circuits me and laura l had a jump rope contest! we tied im not gonna b cocky and i say i won! then wen we played handball me a nd laura l start talkin mad shit about how were the best sowe step on the field about to play zogo and brocken finger and we get our words shoved right back in our mouths! lol sci....blah oomps blah, o yeah iw as singing HA im the best singer other then saammm! yeaa...julissa wil someday learn how to speak it! lunch was pretty good lol wen zogo and i spoke "tongue" lmao! and then i turn and i see this girl and her eyes r bulging out of her head and the girl is julissa and then we r aall cracking up and then zogo goes "OH no!" lol then last period i go to spanish and all the boys r a bunch of dick heads and i supposedly like that according to the 2nd biggest dick head patryk, and then i like have to fight jonathan chase patryk and b nice to ms sav it was a work out! then after skool me and sammi were having the greatest time mimicking her ex! "there r no creases in the sneakers, there is no arch in the back AND WHO AM I TALKIN TO ON THE PHONE nobody! cuz aint nobody wanna talk to me!" HAAA! then we get on the train and i go i go to therapy and i gotta a work out there. so now im liked hyped and tired but feeling great lol!

biyass!

there must b a word that describes my daily life. i love it i have fun i love being with my frends but life is so boring and repetitive. now its jus repeating nothing i wouldnt mind it repeating sports sports sports but its not and im gonna have to live with it for another 2 months! ah well i'll survive! thats another one of my mottos since ppl have a fear of death i like to say "u'll live" like wen u get hurt dont cry get up cuz guess what U'LL LIVE! lol anyways. if u go by it u will neva cry wen u get her physically.

today was basically the samee. thank god ms stien was not there cuz i did not study for her test! in SS i had to go around naming the jeans everybody had on for danny's sake. well then after skool we were all walkin and once again i was being badgered but josh was there and he was sooooooooooooooooooo jealous lol. then we came to my block and i saw this  box under a car and it had something on it and i was like wow what i big finger lmao! then i was like WAIT A MINUTE! then i showed julissa katia and josh and was like wait wat is that? and then we went closer and it was a dick and it was likethis sex toy box! lmao then we started cracking up and then me and katia ran bak to it to look at it! and i read it and iw as like "holy shit its size 12+" lmao! yea so that made my afternoon.

biyass

heyy guyss! i havent written in my xanga site in "a minute" lol. i thought myspace took over i guess it didnt!  anywaysss today i was completey baddgered by everyone about freakin marcin! in spanish class thats the onli thing ppl cud say to me, "so lauraa...." "hows ur love life" blahhh! it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoying everybody jus needs to stick a sock in it and stop being so f'in nosy! if we all minded our own business *julissa and gg* life wud b sooo much more easier! so this is what i expect tomorro, NO ONE ASK ME ABOUT ME AND MARCIN OR MY LOVE LIFE, thank u very much. anyways. it is no longer that nasty number 69 it is now 65. idk wen we r goin to complete it but we will !

today was a wack day. gosh. foot ball was boring cuz patryk and i were invisible to marcin but thats ookkk. AND marcin doubted i cud catch a freakin foot ball! its ok tho cuz i did catch it in the ned zone and i was proud of myself and i hope it taught him a lesson that i can play f ball even tho ive been out for awhile. im goin to work my ass off to become that ### 1 f ball girl again. and then i plan on playing him in a game of soccer one on one and busting his ass, yes.

SS was BORRINNGGG. as usual. we did this stupid jepordy crap, i knew the answer to like 2! but thats okk cuz i realli dont give 2 shits and i dont have to take a citizenship test. thomas smells like funky cheese and i am stuck with him sitting next to me in 2 subjects! science was boring, we basically watch stupid retarded movies but this time rio and i actually didnt fall asleep in. umm LA boring ms H is a bitch. lunch was alright basically stood the whole time doin nothing but being nasty to sammi! lmao i made out with her cheeck and almost gav her a hikkie! math was boring, spanish was too but kinda funni other then being badgered by the class about marcin. the sub did not like tess at all it was sooo funi she kept telling tess to pick up paper lmao! AND jonathan was being a complete dick head but whats new? after skool i was rreaaallli craving a milk shake so me and sam went to this diner place and spent $12.90 on 2 fuckin milkshakes i was like wtf? that place is buggin on there prices. but the milkshake were good but as julissa said it wasnt worth $6! i shud have gotten chocolate not vanilla. then i tried to squeeze the whip cream to the top and the stupid plastic thing busted all over me! all over my new sweater i was "so fricken pissed".  then i went to therapy  I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN! I RAN ONTHE TRED MILL TODAY! ERRBODY I CAN FINALLY RUN! i cant sprint but i can run for starters im so happy and proud! iw as laughing soo much on the tred mill i almost fell off lmao! i ran for 10 minutes iwas soo sweaty after that and dizzy i almost fell! so i had a hard work out today, and now im home and i have to giv my brain a work out studying for all my tests tomorro geez. ok well thats my dayyy!

 I DONT HAVE TO SHARE A BED WITH MA SIS TONITE YESSS! I GOT A WHOLE QUEEN SIZE BED TO MYSELF! AAHHH

biyasss

I AM HAVING FREAKIN SURGERY ON SATURDAY! I AM SO SCARED AND IDONT WANTTOHAVE SURGEY BUT I EITHER GET IT DONE OR NEVA PLAY SPORTS AGAIN. SOOO.  I WILL BE OUT OF SKOOL FOR A WEEK AND THEN IW ILL BE ON FREAKIN CROUCHES! EWWW. O WELL, AND I CANT PLAY SPORTS FOR 8 FUCKIN MONTHS! HOW AM I GOIN TO SURVIVE?>?! WELL I AMS TILL GOIN TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND I AM GOIN TO DO EXTRA THERAPY SO I RECOVER FASTER.  im so mad.

anyways skool is alright, i jus cant stand social studies gosh i hate ms stien and the work she gives us. and in spanish class julissa and marcello are always getting me in trouble! ms savopolis is realli getting to me! and science is so boring math is better then last year and LA class is all about writing writing writing! thats all we freakin do for some reason i get so bored of it and we have to write about elementry skool stff like i remember... and i like... stupid crap. lunch! the best timeof the day other then dimisal! is so fun! me and sammie go to tis wuite lil park everyday and its jus so relaxing.

yesterday in soccer practice i worked out so much i did like a million suiciders and then me and jessie were working our abs. and then at the end of practice kenichi and i had a juggling match that was realli fun and theni went home with katie and krystal and that was my night!